i can't believe it happened again ( Read more... )

mmm i can't wait :)
january 5 is my last day of working at pac sun!
and then there will be no more obsessive-compulsive jeans-wall straightening!
HALLELUJAH!!!

( this is a long post )

it was a year ago tonight ( Read more... )

adulthood is...

never having enough money for anything.

the beautiful thing about death is that it really makes you think about and appreciate life. i started reading a book called, "the art of prayer and volkswagon maintenance" and it's actually really good. it's the true story of two guys who drove from texas to oregon (taking their time) to learn more about humanity and also about God. i'm only on ( Read more... )

my grandmother is in the hospital ( Read more... )

sometimes my dad makes me want to cry.
this is one of those times.

i've been working here at camp for a month now and i'm finally adjusting ( Read more... )

lately i just don't feel good enough.

( sorry, everyone. )

i hate liking someone this much.
i feel too vulnerable and out in the open.
it just sets me up to get hurt. bad.

this is how i feel
like bambi about to watch his mom get shot.

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