Comments | shutupsammy: twenty-four beers

shutupsammy

twenty-four beers

Feb 24, 2009 23:15

Most of you have no idea how good you got it. Most of you don't deserve half the shit you've got.

That whole 'only the good die young' line? That's crap.

I wanted to go to school. I wanted to have a good job. I wanted to meet a woman I was really in love with.

I wanted kids.

I got a life making sure to carry my brother around on my shoulders. I ( Read more... )

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blackeyedskank February 25 2009, 04:30:16 UTC

Suck it up.

shutupsammy February 25 2009, 04:31:26 UTC

THIS IS ABOUT ME RIGHT NOW.

blackeyedskank February 25 2009, 04:32:08 UTC

When isn't it about you?

shutupsammy February 25 2009, 04:34:20 UTC

This is your fault.

Sam's all over your sulphurous ass now and he doesn't have the time for his own brother's ADVICE.

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cal_sitter February 25 2009, 04:30:52 UTC

Your point?

shutupsammy February 25 2009, 04:33:15 UTC

My point is, I quit. I don't care anymore.

cal_sitter February 25 2009, 04:33:40 UTC

You think so?

shutupsammy February 25 2009, 04:44:12 UTC

Sam has his skanky little Juliet. I'm just holding him back.

So why should I waste my time trying to curry any fucking favor?

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audio || private, unhackable shutupsammy February 25 2009, 10:28:20 UTC

I used to think there was no way I could have one. Because Sam needed me. That's all it ever was, how I needed to watch out for my little brother, teach my little brother, keep him near me, keep him on the right path.

I'm not my brother's fucking keeper, you know?

If he doesn't need me...maybe I can finally give it all up.

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audio || private, unhackable shutupsammy February 25 2009, 10:40:05 UTC

It's not that he wouldn't miss me. I know he missed me, he misses me any time we're apart. But he also does fine on his own and he always has. I'm the one who needs him. That's what it is. I need him by my side, because I don't wanna be alone.

But if he doesn't need that support and he don't want my advice, why am I giving up everything to try to be his pillar or whatever, like they all want me to? Sammy doesn't need me. So why am I still with him when I could be handling my own needs and my own problems.

He was right with what he told me. He's smarter, stronger, more collected, more dedicated and better at what he's doing. Why am I even-- I don't get it.

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1/1 ordered February 25 2009, 04:39:41 UTC

shutupsammy February 25 2009, 04:50:48 UTC

You should have left me where you found me.

ordered February 25 2009, 04:54:25 UTC

No, I shouldn't have. It should have been sooner.

shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:05:59 UTC

Yeah, you should have. Left me where you found me to forget.

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eiremagic February 25 2009, 04:51:02 UTC

Suck it up.

shutupsammy February 25 2009, 04:54:31 UTC

Go fuck yourself and bleed.

eiremagic February 25 2009, 04:55:36 UTC

Please.

Lots of people have had shite for life.

Suck it up.

shutupsammy February 25 2009, 04:57:55 UTC

If you think your life has been so bad, give me twenty-four hours alone with you in a dark room.

I'll show you what shit is.

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