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twenty-four beers

Feb 24, 2009 23:15

Most of you have no idea how good you got it. Most of you don't deserve half the shit you've got.

That whole 'only the good die young' line? That's crap.

I wanted to go to school. I wanted to have a good job. I wanted to meet a woman I was really in love with.

I wanted kids.

I got a life making sure to carry my brother around on my shoulders. I ( Read more... )

dean hates demons, didn't deserve to go to hell, didn't deserve to die, cursed, what's dead should stay dead, our lives are weird, dean hates bitches, dean hates witches, what is and what should never be, four months in hell, deep-seated issues, sammy, emotional constipation, monsters are real, not in kansas anymore, don't even like to be singled out, dean hates angels, pretend we're normal, strap your party hat on, don't fudge with me

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1/1 ordered February 25 2009, 04:39:41 UTC

shutupsammy February 25 2009, 04:50:48 UTC

You should have left me where you found me.

ordered February 25 2009, 04:54:25 UTC

No, I shouldn't have. It should have been sooner.

shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:05:59 UTC

Yeah, you should have. Left me where you found me to forget.

ordered February 25 2009, 05:09:03 UTC

You know what would have happened if you had stayed.

shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:18:38 UTC

I don't know for sure you're not just prolonging the inevitable. Maybe this wasn't salvation. Maybe this was just a twisted way for God, if he EXISTS, to make me feel worse about myself.

ordered February 25 2009, 05:22:37 UTC

That isn't His way.

If it were all to cause you pain and suffering, neither of us would be here now.

shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:27:01 UTC

Why me and not anyone else?

What did I do to deserve this 'sins of the fathers' shit?

[private || unhackable] ordered February 25 2009, 05:33:39 UTC

Because Father chose you. Because Azazel chose your mother. Because you are the right choice.

You are stronger than you think, Dean.

[private || unhackable] shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:39:55 UTC

I'm not stronger. I'm just a guy. And I'm a guy who's getting so tired of this brother's keeper shit.

I can't compete. I can't stand by his side trying to encourage him to do shit the right way if he doesn't even see me anymore.

[private || unhackable] ordered February 25 2009, 05:44:13 UTC

When is the last time you spoke to your brother? And not in passing.

[private || unhackable] shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:45:35 UTC

Since we got back.

[private || unhackable] ordered February 25 2009, 05:47:02 UTC

It's been days. Then don't you think it may be time to change that?

[private || unhackable] shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:50:20 UTC

Yeah, I'm in a real hurry to go and listen to more of Sam's lies.

[private || unhackable] ordered February 25 2009, 05:54:26 UTC

You don't think you can distinguish lie from truth?

[private || unhackable] shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:56:46 UTC

I think I can and I think that's why I don't deserve to have to listen to it.

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