Feb 24, 2009 23:15
Most of you have no idea how good you got it. Most of you don't deserve half the shit you've got.
That whole 'only the good die young' line? That's crap.
I wanted to go to school. I wanted to have a good job. I wanted to meet a woman I was really in love with.
I wanted kids.
I got a life making sure to carry my brother around on my shoulders. I gave up everything to take my mother's place in his life, and it turns out she was just as DUMB and STUPID as I was, and selfish, selfish like my dad and everything comes back down on ME to take responsibility. Responsibility for GOD. Responsibility for PEOPLE. For the TRUTH. For SAM.
I live in a world that thinks I'm crazy and they're normal but the truth is that they're all stark raving mad. And I am so fucking tired of getting the shit end of the stick.
And I am so fucking tired of nobody else noticing it.
[ooc: cursed. envy. what else >.>]
dean hates demons,
didn't deserve to go to hell,
didn't deserve to die,
cursed,
what's dead should stay dead,
our lives are weird,
dean hates bitches,
dean hates witches,
what is and what should never be,
four months in hell,
deep-seated issues,
sammy,
emotional constipation,
monsters are real,
not in kansas anymore,
don't even like to be singled out,
dean hates angels,
pretend we're normal,
strap your party hat on,
don't fudge with me