twenty-four beers

Feb 24, 2009 23:15

Most of you have no idea how good you got it. Most of you don't deserve half the shit you've got.

That whole 'only the good die young' line? That's crap.

I wanted to go to school. I wanted to have a good job. I wanted to meet a woman I was really in love with.

I wanted kids.

I got a life making sure to carry my brother around on my shoulders. I ( Read more... )

dean hates demons, didn't deserve to go to hell, didn't deserve to die, cursed, what's dead should stay dead, our lives are weird, dean hates bitches, dean hates witches, what is and what should never be, four months in hell, deep-seated issues, sammy, emotional constipation, monsters are real, not in kansas anymore, don't even like to be singled out, dean hates angels, pretend we're normal, strap your party hat on, don't fudge with me

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cal_sitter February 25 2009, 04:30:52 UTC
Your point?

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shutupsammy February 25 2009, 04:33:15 UTC
My point is, I quit. I don't care anymore.

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cal_sitter February 25 2009, 04:33:40 UTC
You think so?

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shutupsammy February 25 2009, 04:44:12 UTC
Sam has his skanky little Juliet. I'm just holding him back.

So why should I waste my time trying to curry any fucking favor?

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cal_sitter February 25 2009, 04:45:36 UTC
If this were not a curse, Dean Winchester, you would be in traction right now.

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shutupsammy February 25 2009, 04:53:02 UTC
For what?

For speaking my MIND for once? Telling the TRUTH? That figures.

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cal_sitter February 25 2009, 04:55:59 UTC
For being foolish enough to think you're alone.

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shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:00:02 UTC
I never wanted to be alone.

But it's time for me to stop making myself believe that I'm not.

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cal_sitter February 25 2009, 05:01:52 UTC
So your brother is nothing? The person you sacrificed school, and children, and a wife for is worthless? Your entire life has meant nothing?

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shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:06:38 UTC
Basically, yeah.

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cal_sitter February 25 2009, 05:07:33 UTC
Hope I don't find you before midnight.

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shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:15:46 UTC
You have no idea what it's like to put all of yourself into something and get sweet fuck all back.

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cal_sitter February 25 2009, 05:22:13 UTC
You're right. I don't. I don't know what it is to sacrifice everything for nothing, because the fact that I have a brother to sacrifice for is enough.

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shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:25:04 UTC
Every time I give something up for Sam, he hates me more for it.

He wants me gone.

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cal_sitter February 25 2009, 05:29:19 UTC
You're an idiot.

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shutupsammy February 25 2009, 05:36:31 UTC
An idiot who's own brother won't even respect him enough to follow one simple fucking rule.

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