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16 . . . feels like 26
HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!! Yesterday was my birthday. It was pretty fun. I guess. THe kids got realy mad at me because they hadn't seen Maison in a few days. I got so mad at them I hate the name Maison. They were runing around the livingroom chanting Maison, Maison, Maison!! I made them sit on the couch and told them if I heard the ( Read more... ) -
what the hell
Wow I'm tired. And sore! Maison came over yesterday and was here ALL day! We got up early Maison came over and we took all three kids bowling for a few hours. Then we got Mc/Donald's and took the kids to KidsSpace. We played for a long time then came home and the lil kids flew kites while the big kids played softball. Then Same went to church and I ( Read more... ) -
what the fuck
Well I live with Sambo now fun fun. . . . so much fucking shit has happened since last time I was on here yall wouldn't believe ( Read more... ) -
Life goes on long after the thrill of living is gone. . . .
I had a really fucked up day yesterday. Shit was just crazy. I did met the man who made the sickness that consumes me. It was crazy the man spent 20 minutes talking to me and now I'm re-thinking my whole entire life plan. I see alot of room for failure the way I was going about it and very little room for error. I'm still quiting school this year ( Read more... ) -
just another sick and twisted day
OMG You would not believe how awful my attempt not to be shallow went. . . . I told this lil ugly church boy I would get to know him and at least be his friend but he was interested in me bla bla bla. SO I go to his house Saturday afternoon to hang out or whatever and then go to the church singing and he was all over me. It was terriable. He was ( Read more... ) -
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ok so now I find out that fucker is telling evryone that I did you brass knuckles on Shasta and that's the only reason I didn't get my ass beat ( Read more... ) -
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well I just found out that Josh has been riding around with fuck boy Mike!! They can both go to hell. That makes my stomach turn. I'll never be with him ever ever ever again after that shit. It still bothers me some because I feel like I lost every now and then and I want to prove to myself (and everyone else) that I can take him back but I think ( Read more... ) -
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So much crap has happened since the past time I wrote. Me and Ben are talkin alot more lately, I got a letter from Matt and I caught Josh at the hotel with Shasta. I called his room and called him a sorry mother fucker then hung up on him. Matt wrote and told me that he's doing alot beter. He hasn't smoked any dope in the past 3 1/2 weeks. I want ( Read more... ) -
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SO I woke up late this morning. Gave up on going to school, did some laundry and called Sam to come get me and Jazzy. I've been watching kids all day long. At one point I had 7 kids. It's been a crazy day. I built a fire and we made smorse. That was alot of fun. I've got Kelsey, Payton, Colton, Kyle and Jazzy right now. They're all sleeping of ( Read more... )
