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SO I woke up late this morning. Gave up on going to school, did some laundry and called Sam to come get me and Jazzy. I've been watching kids all day long. At one point I had 7 kids. It's been a crazy day. I built a fire and we made smorse. That was alot of fun. I've got Kelsey, Payton, Colton, Kyle and Jazzy right now. They're all sleeping of course but . . . . Jazzy got sick all over me before she went to sleep the poor lil thing. After they were all in bed I found my outside smoking a cigerrett in one of Sam's shirts that one of the kids made her at school. I looked and felt as if I had kids and I'm exhausted from it. Days like today remind me that I'm not ready to be the mother of three or four kids. I couldn't handle. My hats off to Sam I dont know how she does it and keeps a smile on her face. I was ready to pull my hair out before they ever left. I swear they've all been testing me today. But I think I did pretty good no one got a whooping or had to stand in the corner so I feel like I did very good. I got my point across but in a nice way. . . . . "I said do it . .. one . . . two . . . you better not let me get to three you'll reget it forever I promise. . . . " and then whatever it was got done. They know I mean business now I speak and in return get yes Mam and No Mam and I hardly ever hear that I'm tellin my momma your not gonna be my babysitter anymore. Things go alot smoother that way. Poor Daisy is sick and couldn't go outside to make smorse so all the kids made her one and took them to her as a get well soon gift. And they all told her they were sorry she wasn't gettin to be outside helping and they hoped she felt better. It was the sweetest thing I'd ever seen. It made my heart melt. well I'm passing out so I'm off to bed it's been a long long day