soo, summer is here and let me tell you I feel like i'm back and better... as some of you may know i was tryin to the whole "let's just be freinds things" with zach and it worked for a while and then yeah... soo now we're back together and i feel better with him then i do without him... I know what some of you may think but what can i say my heart ( Read more... )

As some of you may know these past  couple of months haven't been my easiest, but it's getting a lot better. I'm not as down and out though i must say it comes every once in a while but when that does happen I call a freind and ask if they want to hang out.  And i found a new job and with that a new trade. I''m now a server and let me tell you ( Read more... )

 sooo, he moved away... i cried like a little girl and was very mean... in his mind i was. to me i was being honest. they say it's better to have love and lost then to have never loved at all..... THEY FUCKING LIED!!!! this shit hurts. I feel like i'm goin to cry every other hour if i think bout it and the other part is saying ' it's a good thing ( Read more... )

 so i'm posting again... and this time I'm pretty happy on one hand but kinda disappointed in another ( Read more... )

So I've been kinda MIA for a bit on this site... Thats becuase a lot of things have been goin on in my life... Where to start ( Read more... )

After having a pretty funny conversation with my male freind, bout what scares him when in comes to relationships. i have to ask what scares you? for him it was the fact that she was planning, in 5 years she wanted a family. while i can't blame him for being scared, i have to applaud her for being upfront with what she wanted in life. Now i'm not ( Read more... )

Soo you know in those bad pornos where the housewife opens the door to the pizza man with nothing but a towel. yeah i didn't think things like that could happpen in real life... Until today, so i was hungry but i didn't want to go out to get food, so i order food and the guy told me it would take 45 minutes. i spend 20 minutes talkin with mike and ( Read more... )

So I'm watching the real houswives of orange county right now and this daughter keeps callin her mom plain. as in she looks plain and dresses plain, this may be true but damn it's your mom. Then she  goes on to say that every woman should take "preventitive maintenance"  meaning that a woman will only be happy and of use to anyone in the world if ( Read more... )

I was wondering, at what point does a girl say fuck it, and go with the flow Not giving into, the whole" i have to be in a relationship" in order to be intimate? at what age  is it "ok" or rather at what point in your life do u say  or think " i only live once  and i dont' wanna be stuck with this forever'. I'm not judging those that say fuck it, ( Read more... )

So my first semester of Purdue.. Was a blast!! I have learned that those in the science schools and pretty much not in liberals arts, thinks that liberal arts kids are the dirty hippies of the school. Which i've learned to combat with my love for forensic science, so not only am i a smart "hippie' but i'm also a little weird. I've come up with a ( Read more... )