well, tripper's really cute, but i decided i don't like him. well i do as a friend. haha. man i write this just to keep tabs on myself and what i'm thinking, it is retarded. haha. whatever jfk;ldajfew;la

yooo well things are a lot better now that casey and i are just friends. i am a lot happier like infinity times happier lol. uhh work is so fun! but i'm so soooooooo freaking sad, like all my favorite people are leaving or getting fired. hah. liike...anten got fired 2 weeks ago, i almost died. :[ and then billy is leaving sometime next week and jon ( Read more... )

omg i miss casey :[ so so much. i think he's mad this hurts a lot

man..things have been so crazy. my grandma ended up coming to live with us on january 23. she started getting better and she had some bad days. but mostly good. last week she had a really terrible day on friday. she died one week ago on saturday march 4 at like 3 am. my mom and me were the last ones to see her before she died, it was so sad. the ( Read more... )

about a week ago, my grandma's hip started bothering her so badly that she couldn't stand up by herself. a few days ago it got so bad that my aunt called the paramedics. she's been really weak and has needed someone to stay with her the past few days, and so my mom has been over there. two days ago when my mom was there, my grandma was running a ( Read more... )

my eyeball hurts and things are kinda jfk;lsaaw. my grandma is in the hospital for several different things right now and she is 88....dsjakl; annndd i am dreading SCHOOL oh death. fjkld;saw but i have had a good break. yay. and yay for boring pointless lj entries. the end.

some people just don't care, do they. it really hurts.

i feel like i don't like anything anymore. my family doesn't seem to care enough to try and understand me anymore. my brother is definitely the favorite child, and whatever, but it really pisses me off because like whenever we get into an argument, it is my fault no matter what, and he just gets away with so much stuff i would have never gotten ( Read more... )

what the heck

some people just make me so sick i feel like throwing up. i don't even know why i thought fdkjsa;w this is so stupid. fjkl i feel like i freaking hate everything, i'm so freaking good at making people feel bad especially my brother.

ejiwa;fdsa i hate reading some things, it hurts. i don't want to do anything, except just like leave ( Read more... )

I don't know why but the past few days when I've had songs stuck in my head, (if they weren't band songs) they were always Dashboard songs. And it's super weird because i haven't listened to their cd for a long time. yah.

so, this is the last week of marching band. and i am so sad because, well maybe i already wrote about it, but oh well. anyways i ( Read more... )