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I don't know why but the past few days when I've had songs stuck in my head, (if they weren't band songs) they were always Dashboard songs. And it's super weird because i haven't listened to their cd for a long time. yah.
so, this is the last week of marching band. and i am so sad because, well maybe i already wrote about it, but oh well. anyways i am sad because i don't have classes w/ a lot of my mb friends so i won't get to see them much if at all until next season. and there's a few of them who are saying they might not even do mb anymore. fjdlksa;feaw
life has just been so sooo fjk;ldsa i just don't feel like doing anything. i feel like throwing in the towel and just laying back and letting it all pass by. i have a big project in history, 3 big projects in english, a big church project, and this super hard song to learn on the organ for my church choir that all have to be done withing the next 2 weeks-beginning of february. gaah. i could pull my hair out. and it would probably feel good, better than all this fjdlaf;j;s. well the sound of what i imagine it would sound like to have all of my hair ripped out is very happy to my ears right now. idk what. fkl;das omg
and then jazz band. i think erik and me are the only baris trying out. and we don't really want to go against each other. but there's like no other choice lol. i will feel really bad if he gets in the lower band, and i will be super pissed if i get in the lower band. fjklda;fjls; why can't they just have 2 baris fkjdsa;;jkw;
so yah. we went to state on saturday and our marching band got superior with distinction. so happy. i don't know why i wrote that since pretty much everyone who reads my lj is in band lol. i love marching band. and i love (most of) the people in marching band. jkgl;fsaeaw ok i can't even say what i am thinking/feeling and i have been attempting to this whole entry so i will just stop and figure something else out. i think i am tired. i mean i am but i think i am becoming dillusional tionigodjs tonight. goodbye