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about a week ago, my grandma's hip started bothering her so badly that she couldn't stand up by herself. a few days ago it got so bad that my aunt called the paramedics. she's been really weak and has needed someone to stay with her the past few days, and so my mom has been over there. two days ago when my mom was there, my grandma was running a fever and was like really out of it and she got so bad that my parents took her to urgent care. and now through a series of events, she is in the hospital for heart problems, hip problems, an infected and swollen leg that if they can't fix it they will have to amputate it, a urinary tract infection, and now my mom just called and told me that her kidneys are failing. ffdhsuflewa today is just such an empty day, i don't know. my dog died from kidney failure in 4th grade. but they're having some sort of specialist come in this afternoon to help my grandma.
i just don't like today. both of my parents were gone when i woke up at about 8. my dad's at work and my mom's at the hospital, i don't know if she's been there since early this morning or if she went in the middle of the night. djsa;ljwae everything is just so unappealing. all i have to do today are cleaning and stupid school projects. i feel like i just need to get out with my friends. even though that's what i've been doing basically every day this break hah. but i don't want to just sit here, not wanting to do my work, wondering what's gonna happen to my grandma. and i have another big problem i don't want to talk about. fdkal;we i hope everything gets better soon because this will be a pretty sucky way to end break...idk