Well, not really. This one's yet again about the love life. But there's an aspect to it that I've never really experienced before. And not just talking about the fact that this one is a J name, therefore making it destiny ( Read more... )

When emotions run high, people tend to show you who they really are. And by that measure, I realized a really unfortunate truth - Shelby's terrible. She has many good qualities about her, but at her core, she's very guarded, suspicious, and spiteful. Not to mention masochistic ( Read more... )

So, things with Shelby ended disastrously, as I pretty much expected they would. I'm sure we'll stay friends, but the experience has left a most special wound upon my heart. I pinned my very last hope on her, and was rewarded with disappointment. As it stands, my faith in love is effectively shattered, and I have no intention of falling victim ( Read more... )

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No news yet on the Shelby front, but I had an interesting encounter yesterday morning that I felt like sharing :p ( Read more... )

So, I love Shelby. Which is unfortunate ( Read more... )

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Well...that was unexpected. Until a few moments ago, I was in a 2-hour conversation with someone I honestly had never thought to hear from again - Sarah. Turns out that Fate's raging erection for throwing curve balls remains as firm as ever, as it happens that Sarah seems to know Sam. Small world is small ( Read more... )

So, in the few weeks since my little meltdown, things have progressed. Denied the prospect of a satisfying relationship, I instead chose to focus my efforts on other areas of my life. I started a new semester at school, started picking up around the house, and make more of an effort to keep an active social life. By this point, I had pretty much ( Read more... )

Aaaaaaaaand two weeks after telling me she shouldn't be in a relationship, I find out she goes on a midnight date with some guy. And it was a nice time, apparently - he's "sweet". This, two days before I finally get to meet her in person, to start the process of letting her know how I feel about her. Wellllll, FUCK that now ( Read more... )