I've been dating, on and off, for the past ten years now. Mostly off. But in my decade of experience, I have learned one very abundant truth - Mothers are the bane of my existence ( Read more... )

I'm sick of everything ( Read more... )

Well, it's probably a good thing I didn't hit the booze minutes after Danielle dropped her little bombshell on me. Two hours later, I started experiencing what is without a doubt the most intense pain I've ever had, centered around my abdomen. Ended up in the emergency room, earnestly believing I was about to die, or that I at least would be ( Read more... )

Welp, fuck all that shit. It would be almost amusing if I weren't the one experiencing this, over and over and fucking over again. I'm earnestly starting to care about someone, and finally feel ready to open my heart to them. Of COURSE they immediately respond by saying they have feelings for someone else. Any other response would just be ( Read more... )

I sent what will most likely (99.99999999% certainty) be the last correspondence I'll ever send to Courtney just a few minutes ago. Come to find out, there's a reason she hasn't been responding to any messages lately (beyond me having been an idiot). Turns out she's seeing someone ( Read more... )

Courtney really is a gorgeous woman. Out of lingering affection, I've periodically checked in to say hi, and see how things are going, but she never responds. I don't blame her, but after nearly two months of trying to repair the rift between us, she's made it abundantly clear that she wants nothing to do with me. If I can take any consolation, ( Read more... )

You say you gotta go and find yourself ( Read more... )

This past weekend was...rough, to put it lightly, and ended with me both looking and smelling like a hobo >_> I had initially closed out the work week with several objectives in mind: 1) Get an oil change for the car, 2) Help mom out with some yardwork, 3) Paint some models, 4) Go to King Richard's Faire with the D&D group, and 5) Go to a couple ( Read more... )

I hate feeling like this. It's like high school all over again, me acting all angsty and full of despair. But experience has taught me this one universal truth - The one I want to be with usually doesn't want me, and in the rare event that she does, there's something beyond our control that prevents us from being together. And the type of woman ( Read more... )

Let me tell you about Courtney ( Read more... )