It seems like so much in our life has changed over the last 9 months. And now with things about to change even more drastically than they already have, you still stand beside me holding my hand and helping me stay sane. These next few weeks, and i'm sure the months to follow, are going to be hell and i hope to the gods that i don't lash out at you ( Read more... )

Some days, i get the most awesome ideas for things we can do together.. but i rarely mention them because our schedule is off at the moment. They keep dicking you around at work and your work days are ever changing, it makes it hard to plan for anything or do anything spur-of-the-moment. And i will never distract you from whatever it is you're ( Read more... )

People are supposed to make wishes on their birthday, right? Things they want and hope will come true? Welp...

It might seem really silly but my favorite place in this whole apartment is our bed. And not because of what we most often do there besides sleep, i know what you were thinking. Besides the fact it smells like heaven to me, my perfume ( Read more... )

After nights like last night i wonder if you truly know what you're getting yourself into. I know you love me, i don't doubt your convictions or what you say... but i am broken, possibly beyond advisable repair. I don't want you to waste your life on someone who might not ever be running on all cylinders in the end. You deserve so much more than ( Read more... )

At some point in our life, i will give you the link to this journal and let you read the posts i've made here. Until that day comes, however, it will be used to hold the thoughts and feelings i have for you.

With you is where i belong, now and always, my love. You're the home i've yerned for all my life and i can't express how happy you truly make