Wishes
People are supposed to make wishes on their birthday, right? Things they want and hope will come true? Welp...
It might seem really silly but my favorite place in this whole apartment is our bed. And not because of what we most often do there besides sleep, i know what you were thinking. Besides the fact it smells like heaven to me, my perfume mingled with how you smell to me...
No, it's because it's one of the few places you will hold me as close as possible for no other reason than to hold me. Yes, you come and cuddle me for a few moments throughout the day but you don't hold me close and tight like when we're in bed. It's usually only until you overheat and move away, but those moments are what i wish i could get more of. What i wish would last longer than they do.
I feel so at home and so safe in your arms, i never want to leave them.. i would spend forever wrapped up by you if i could and i hate letting you out of bed for work. I've become very spoiled by your nights off with me, they've made me greedy.
Another thing i wish i could have more of is your kisses. Yes, even the ones that turn me into a raging horndog. I love to kiss you and i remember when we would spend all the time we had in a day together, laying in bed just kissing and laughing. I miss that, a lot, and i wish we could get some of that back.
I wish things at work would settle back to normal.. i miss being able to talk to you at night if i wake up scared and alone in the dark.
With your sleep schedule and all the stress from everything, and with how we keep adding more to our already full plate it seems like we're losing some of the important little things we did together, for each other. I fear the loss of these small things will somehow damage what we've worked so hard to make. Irrational fear it may be, but a heavy one none-the-less.
I wish for a great many things, but i wish the most for us and our future.
It might seem really silly but my favorite place in this whole apartment is our bed. And not because of what we most often do there besides sleep, i know what you were thinking. Besides the fact it smells like heaven to me, my perfume mingled with how you smell to me...
No, it's because it's one of the few places you will hold me as close as possible for no other reason than to hold me. Yes, you come and cuddle me for a few moments throughout the day but you don't hold me close and tight like when we're in bed. It's usually only until you overheat and move away, but those moments are what i wish i could get more of. What i wish would last longer than they do.
I feel so at home and so safe in your arms, i never want to leave them.. i would spend forever wrapped up by you if i could and i hate letting you out of bed for work. I've become very spoiled by your nights off with me, they've made me greedy.
Another thing i wish i could have more of is your kisses. Yes, even the ones that turn me into a raging horndog. I love to kiss you and i remember when we would spend all the time we had in a day together, laying in bed just kissing and laughing. I miss that, a lot, and i wish we could get some of that back.
I wish things at work would settle back to normal.. i miss being able to talk to you at night if i wake up scared and alone in the dark.
With your sleep schedule and all the stress from everything, and with how we keep adding more to our already full plate it seems like we're losing some of the important little things we did together, for each other. I fear the loss of these small things will somehow damage what we've worked so hard to make. Irrational fear it may be, but a heavy one none-the-less.
I wish for a great many things, but i wish the most for us and our future.