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A decision is made (13/05/2022)
After a few weeks of planning and testing out a few things, a decision has been made and won't be changed this time.
Tomorrow will be my last day. There's no reason to keep going and in all honesty, I'm tired after all these years of trying to push through and find a purpose for my existence.
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New Directions for my LJ Page
I think it's beyond time I got back in to Live Journal. From now, this is just going to be a "Life Document" place for me. Somewhere I can use to try and get rid of some dark thoughts and feelings, as well as some of the strangeness caused by my Autism and Tourette's Syndrome.
Because I already have an idea of what will be posted here in future, ( Read more... ) -
I'm moving out
I'm at a point where I'm constantly craving independence since at the moment the only time I get time al5alone is if I go for a drive ( Read more... ) -
Day 2: soreness on top of soreness :(
Ok so maybe it was a bad idea doing this by myself. Day 2 workout wasn't too bad but still quite a lot for me. As my first thought is "I must be doing something wrong if I'm this sore!" I think it's time to heal up and look at something less Full On ( Read more... ) -
Day 1
Waist size: 36"
Current Weight: 13st 3lb ( Read more... ) -
Post-op blues
It's a strange feeling, since I had my operation I've just been feeling really down and can't seem to cheer up.
The bad days just seem to make things 100 times worse than they are at this very moment. I knew that all of this was going to be tough and that it was going to be one hell of a learning curve but I didn't expect to feel like this.
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I got some pretty important news on Tuesday
I got the date of my operation in the post on Tuesday. Friday 17th October.
Unfortunately, it collides with my appointment for an MRI Brain scan that was planned for that day and it was something that had a sense of urgency for me because it's a way of ruling out a cause of my problems with my balance and such.
When mum told me that I had received ( Read more... ) -
Sorry I've been neglecting you guys :(
Sorry I haven't posted for a while, the past few weeks have been rather manic ( Read more... ) -
Goodnight my little princess :'(
My cat Pepsi was ran over yesterday evening and I don't know what to do. I just keep crying at the moment.
It's strange, you never really know how emotionally attached you are until they are gone. I'm gonna miss you Pepsi, I love you lots and I can't imagine things without you around.
Goodnight my little princess :'(
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The last 5 weeks in my world :/
The last 5 weeks have been memorable for all the wrong reasons. They've definitely been some of the most challenging for the family. But it hasn't all been bad, there's been some good points and some times were things have been looking up ( Read more... )
