Post-op blues
It's a strange feeling, since I had my operation I've just been feeling really down and can't seem to cheer up.
The bad days just seem to make things 100 times worse than they are at this very moment. I knew that all of this was going to be tough and that it was going to be one hell of a learning curve but I didn't expect to feel like this.
I'm trying to smile, I don't want my parents to worry or to think that something has went wrong.
I'm sitting here thinking to myself, what right do I have to be feeling down? I have my family around me who can help when something goes a bit wrong, there's people out there who probably go through this alone and are fine.
I just want to be alone, be somewhere my thoughts won't bother me as much.
I'll be fine soon, just need to work a few bumps out :) xXx