I am just fed up with people in general. I've never been one to get upset and stay angry, but I'm way past that point. I've always been the "nice" girl, and in return I often get walked over without realizing it ( Read more... )

Reading back on these entries make me laugh. I was so immature.
Sooo Sooo much has changed in my life. . . I'm not even the same person I was 6 months ago, and I believe that's a good thing!

Living on my own has taught me so much about life. The move to Indianapolis was very rocky at first and I often questioned myself, but it has turned out to ( Read more... )

Why must all things be confusing in life? I mean really? It's everyday, something new. I just want it to get easier ( Read more... )

Wow. 2 in a half years later && it's a little too late. I'm just suprised. He finally realized his mistakes. I mean, he was saying all the things I always wanted & hoped he would say to me back then . . . He messed up, he found out. He said I was the best girlfriend he ever had, I was the only one who truly cared, the one who would never dare screw ( Read more... )

Ah, life. wonderful. lol. I move into my new appartment tomorrow with Kayla! I'm super excited about it. I also got a job, finally. Well, I'm not too happy with it, but it's good enough for a little extra spending money. Yeah yeah, it's Coldstone again. Go figure. But it's the only place that would hire me since I already go to school 40 hours a ( Read more... )

So things are getting a lot better. Being a girl sucks sometimes cause you can take things so seriously, ha. Oops. Well, I'm done with that. It's time to have fun and not dwell on things I am unable to change! Just go with the flow....that's what I keep saying && hearing. So I'm going to do it.

Anyways, i got my car this weekend and I absolutly ( Read more... )

Ugh, I hate being a girl. So emotional. I guess I'm just "down in the dumps" . . . I don't like it at all, and I'm hoping I'll snap out of it soon. Or atleast have something good happen, maybe have something different in my life, or just something to look forward to.

I mean, I love it here so much, but my schedule is just blah. School Tuesday - ( Read more... )

I think relationships should be open and fun! I mean, it's like they have eachother tied on ropes, and that's not healthy. Each person is an individual and they need their own space...time to be with friends, and just do stupid stuff...but within relationship limits (no cheating). And not feel obligated or constantly worrying about "what is so-and ( Read more... )

School is great! I love it sooo much and everyone there. Almost done with week 3! It's flown by really fast. Especially today. = ) I have been studying my @$$ off for this bacteriology and anamtomy test and I ended up getting a 94 percent on the bacteriology and 100 percent on my anatomy test, so I was pretty proud of myself = ) lol.

I know a lot ( Read more... )

So I finally told him how I felt... and I think I hurt his feelings a lot, and I feel really really bad. I hate it when I do that... and I have all good intentions... but it never shows that way. I can't help the way I feel though, and if nothing is there, then there is nothing I can do about it...

Anyways though, I've been real down lately and I ( Read more... )