I have too many friends! I called my mom to see if I could have a party on either the 28th or 29th (since I found out this morning that our little water park adventure is on the 27th)... and she's off both days so she said fine... as long as it wasn't as big as the past two years. Hmmm. So I tried making a list of people I reallllly wanted there. ( Read more... )

I feel a lot better this morning than I did when I wrote those 3 entries last night. I still don't know what to do, but I have a better understanding of how I feel... and why I feel this way. That's all I'm going to say because I don't want everyone to know. There are some of you that I would talk to about this... but there's no need for everyone ( Read more... )

wow i'm a messed up person. i need to make myself happy again. i need to think about tonight, before i heard that song. have i ever mentioned that i have the most amazing boyfriend in the world? because i do. not many people can make me that happy just by touching me... actually... no other person has ever made me that happy just by being with me, ( Read more... )

please disregard the last entry... just chalk it up to hormones or something. whatever. just... forget it. there's no use dwelling on it.

too bad hallmark doesn't make a "i miss my father even though he shattered my life...twice, how can i fix that?" card.

i want to talk to my dad next sunday. i don't know what i want to say, i don't know ( Read more... )

why?! why did that have to happen? why did i have to be listening to that radio station? i was having such a great night. as i turned onto overlook this guy came on to dedicate a song... to his daughter. she got married today. when they asked what song he wanted played, i knew what he was going to say before he said it. butterfly kisses. it started ( Read more... )

if one more person asks me what i want to do with my life, and then says "oh, social work? you won't make any money doing that." i'm going to scream. i know they don't make much money, I REALIZE THAT! if i based my future career on what would make me a lot of money, i know for a fact i would end up miserable. obviously money is necessary in today's ( Read more... )

I just got home from the Senior Scholarship night... it was interesting. Mrs. Neill had asked me if I would present the NHS scholarship, and if I wanted one of the other officers for next year to do it with me, so I asked Jess and she said she'd go. I guess you could consider it my first Presidential responsibility lol. We weren't presenting the ( Read more... )

"I don't wanna put pants on... frankly, i'd rather stand somewhere naked."

that won't mean anything to anyone except erin, and natalie possibly if she remembers... but let me just say... it's as true now as it was then. (then being fall 2003 lol).

IT'S HOT!

i kinda like it...

it's kinda making me... feel...

oh nevermind i won't go there

Thanks Meghan... way to make me procrastinate! you guys keep posting these things... i keep answering them... lol ( Read more... )

so much for counting on ms. val to be nice... i've actually never seen her be less nice than she was today.

and just to top things off... my printer is being a bitch. plain and simple. pictures, color or black and white, it doesn't matter, are printing in black, white and yellow and you can't really see what they're pictures of.

WHY NOW?!

oh ( Read more... )