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I feel a lot better this morning than I did when I wrote those 3 entries last night. I still don't know what to do, but I have a better understanding of how I feel... and why I feel this way. That's all I'm going to say because I don't want everyone to know. There are some of you that I would talk to about this... but there's no need for everyone to read it. All I know is that next Sunday... I'm going to need a lot of support from people... even if I don't talk to my dad and it's the same as every other year... it's usually one of the worst days of the year. I almost hope I'm working the entire day that day. Oh well. Whatever.
I'm feeling strangely calm and relaxed considering my lack of sleep. It's rather peaceful.
let me explain my moods over the past few days... it's called PMS... best explanation I can offer, so go with it! lol