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please disregard the last entry... just chalk it up to hormones or something. whatever. just... forget it. there's no use dwelling on it.
too bad hallmark doesn't make a "i miss my father even though he shattered my life...twice, how can i fix that?" card.
i want to talk to my dad next sunday. i don't know what i want to say, i don't know what i want to come from it... but i want to talk to him. i'm just so scared to do it... alone... so, so scared...
once again, just forget you read any of this. it's not important... it's just me being confused, you should all be used to that by now
and just to top it all off... my mom's mad at me. why? i haven't the slightest clue! she's really getting on my nerves often lately though... grrrrr