I am fearful that this is a bad omen. In under 2 hrs I just had 3 bug experiences. The first, I had just gotten out of the shower and was lotioning my body. I had my leg up on the dresser. I went to switch legs and as I lifted it a catepillar came out of no where and was crawling RIGHT where I just had my foot. The second, when I went to blowdry my ( Read more... )

"together, we are strong"

It was in a bronze permanent marker scribbled half hazardly in a downward slant. The lettering got larger as it went along against the greyish black speckled wall. The handwriting had the fond memory of a child's. It through me off guard as I had been mostly focused on getting to the toilet as quickly as possible. Now, I am ( Read more... )

"We accept the LOVE we think we deserve."

I don't think i deserve anything too special.

But it doesn't stop me from still wanting something special.

There are always those people that are just scraping by. They have no specific talent or a unique knack for anything. They are just there, doing just enough to breeze by in life. Never being extraordinary. I am one of those people. I have dabbled in a variety of projects and such. I was sort of subconciously searching for my hidden talent. I always ( Read more... )

i guess all good things must come to an end.

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All I wanted since January was you. I just wanted you back, and I wanted you to be mine ( Read more... )

This is exactly what I'm talking about. Like I have shit to do tonight and I do not have time. Yet, he is insisting on coming up. If he do it will be a very terrible desicion. He needs to listen to me. I can NOT hang out with him tonight. I have fucking shit to do. This is rediculous. I can't just hang out whenever he wants to.

This is a prime

I have been waitin for him since January. I am just starting to find myself. And now all of a sudden he wants me back?! I was just starting to think for myself, realize what I want for MYself. Timing is terrible in life. Come'on God? Is this a funny joke. Help a girl out.

I'm not ready.

 I feel like I am at a stand still right now. I am not moving, but everything else is wizzing past me.

I am not sure if I believe what you say. Should I wait around for you? Or should I move on?

I am usually a sucker, but I have this unnatural feeling to be strong and stand up for my own feelings.

It's not like I dont understand where you are coming ( Read more... )