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I feel like I am at a stand still right now. I am not moving, but everything else is wizzing past me.
I am not sure if I believe what you say. Should I wait around for you? Or should I move on?
I am usually a sucker, but I have this unnatural feeling to be strong and stand up for my own feelings.
It's not like I dont understand where you are coming from with this "freedom" thing. But you have to admit, it is a bit selfish. I have feelings to. And I am lonely. And I would aldleast like a little reassurance.
A little reassurance that you still love me. But once again, should I believe what you say?
Lucky for you, I will wait. But not for much longer. I am gaining speed. Speed and strength. I won't be here forever. And by forever I mean by mid-May. And by that I mean I am completely full of bullshit. But I will try and stay as strong as possible.
And maybe, just maybe, I will be strong enough to stand up for my own feelings. But I will let you have this grace period. I understand "freedom." I understand you.
I just hope you understand me. And love me. And miss me.
And sometimes, you think of me.
I am not sure if I believe what you say. Should I wait around for you? Or should I move on?
I am usually a sucker, but I have this unnatural feeling to be strong and stand up for my own feelings.
It's not like I dont understand where you are coming from with this "freedom" thing. But you have to admit, it is a bit selfish. I have feelings to. And I am lonely. And I would aldleast like a little reassurance.
A little reassurance that you still love me. But once again, should I believe what you say?
Lucky for you, I will wait. But not for much longer. I am gaining speed. Speed and strength. I won't be here forever. And by forever I mean by mid-May. And by that I mean I am completely full of bullshit. But I will try and stay as strong as possible.
And maybe, just maybe, I will be strong enough to stand up for my own feelings. But I will let you have this grace period. I understand "freedom." I understand you.
I just hope you understand me. And love me. And miss me.
And sometimes, you think of me.