Foundering

[shadowwolf13]

So Lynn purchased a TV from Jon's brother. He was supposed to come pick it up last night. This involves me because it's in our living space and it's a 42" projection tv. Not small. With the TV gone we can rearrange things a bit and have room for me to have a desk again rather than sitting on the floor to use my gaming system or borrowing Jon's

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[miintikwa]

*tight hugs*

[shadowwolf13]

:tight hugs:

Big Hugs

[gythiawulfie]

And I want to add one thing...

You didn't fail at a second marriage. He did. Huge difference.

Re: Big Hugs

[shadowwolf13]

:hugs:

I know, on some level, that it's not all me. It's just so hard sometimes.

[devifemme]

Dear Wolfie --

What an incredible post! I now get a bit of why you feel so tentative about your complicated life. Lynn does sound like a perfect pain in the ass! But, on the serious side, I don't think you have to worry about Joh loving you -- anf putting up with Lynn's occasional presence in your life.

Anyway, I took the opportunity to "read around" your blog tonight, and I'm impressed by your articulateness. You write so freakin' well, sweetie!

And some things you've bumped into: "Jenseits Von Eden" by Die Ärzte. What a fabulous group: "The Doctors" performing "The Other Side of Eden" -- woohoo! (Yeah, I lived in Munich more than a decade ago...)

Anyway, we've been friended for a while now -- sorry it's taken me so long to get acquainted! I do seem to recall that I've loved your LJ forever -- you have THE BEST list of "interests" I've ever seen on LJ! (Including "women" -- for whatever that's worth!)

So write me back, huh?

Hugz, Justine

[shadowwolf13]

He wasn't always ... or at least he played the part of not being until I said I do. Which is why I'm scared. I don't think Jon would do that but I didn't think Lynn would either.

I try hard to make sure I can express myself clearly here since often when speaking I get tongue tied or confused. I'm glad it works. Thank you for the reassurance, it's always appreciated.

I tend to have very eclectic tastes in many things. :) I used to have a huge collection of world music.

Feel free to read what you what, I'm pretty much a complete open book on here. :)

-Shadow

[devifemme]

You certainly got an outpouring of support -- you can take that info and be comfortable that the Lynn problem isn't going to affect your relationship with Jon.

Warm wishes that you get through it okay,
Justine

[mac_arthur_park]

*hugs*

[shadowwolf13]

:hugs:

[theenginesshot]

Big big hugs. You didn't fail!

[shadowwolf13]

:hugs: I sometimes wonder if that will always be in the back of my mind or if I'll ever manage to fully believe it.