In my heart you are,
Love in chaotic harmony,
drive away the fear.

needs work I know. I will polish it up.

I HATE BEING A PARANOID DELUSIONAL FREAK! i DO STUPID THINGS FOR STUPID REASON, INSECURITY, FEAR, CONTEMPT. I CAN'T HELP IT! i LOVE SOOOOOOOO MUCH BUT I'M AFRAID OF GETTING HURT AGAIN. I LIVE IN CONSTANT FEAR! FEAR OF MY SELF AND WHAT I DO WHEN I'M NOT THINKING! I JUST WANT IT TO STOP I WANT TO BE IN CONTROL OF MY OWN MIND! WHY CAN I CONTROL NEARLY ( Read more... )

I know fear, I don't understand why I'm afraid but I can't help it. I know that it's all in my mind but I can't help that nagging feeling in the back of my mind. That feeling that keeps telling me this is all a game and none of it is real. Like the universe is playing a big practical joke on me. At the same time how ever I know happieness, so rare ( Read more... )

http://www.addictinggames.com/kittencannon.html

Rogue Ninja ( Read more... )

So, I may have found a new apartment. It is nice, and near work. I see this being a very good thing. Phillips and I are going to go check it out again tomorrow and fill out some paper work.

Æ. The NightDream

Have you ever done something you knew was probably not a good idea? Something you did just because you were tired of how your life wasn't changing and a painful change is still a change. Have you ever accepted your lot in life knowing that nothing will ever change for you knowing that no matter what happens things will always end the same for you. ( Read more... )

So, I had a very awesome weekend. I got to go camping last weekend and I got to hurt people it was a lot of fun. I became inducted into a fighting company and made a lot of new friends. Met a chick who has had open heart surgery like my self and got to see the scar ... although I don't think she was digging me I do believe she is crushing on some ( Read more... )

In the event of a severe accident involving a pencil, I recommend ordering the soup of the day. For the chance to dream of velvet and gold, the price we pay is the eternal servitude to the dark dreamer and seductive schemer. Shroud the light in red gossamer and lace, feeling the night threw bloody light. Dying inside forever and a day, eating the ( Read more... )

monkey see monkey doo :-)