Paranoid False Doubt

Nov 04, 2005 03:49

I know fear, I don't understand why I'm afraid but I can't help it. I know that it's all in my mind but I can't help that nagging feeling in the back of my mind. That feeling that keeps telling me this is all a game and none of it is real. Like the universe is playing a big practical joke on me. At the same time how ever I know happieness, so rare ( Read more... )

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Hmm whatireallyam November 7 2005, 02:41:18 UTC
After much thought and consideration I don't think I can say anything to that post that would help what so ever.. so I just sit back in my chair and go "whoa."

-G

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Oh darling... 13ducks November 7 2005, 03:20:27 UTC
My only thoughts are perhaps that maybe if you could preoccupy yourself for the next few weeks you should be okay. And then when you have someone like Thomas down the hall you'll feel a little better, more confident, what have you...?

And you can't destroy yourself. For as long as you have enough power over yourself to still even have these feelings, you aren't and can't be destroyed. You'll be fine darling.

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Lyrics that came to mind... words to live by... goodbyemiamour November 7 2005, 22:56:18 UTC
"Bring me your enemies
Lay them before me
And walk away"

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