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To Calm Down
A bit of a meltdown over here, not really sure who to talk to so I thought that I would write a bit.
I hate that there really is no one available, like not the fake nonsense people say, but literally I have no one to talk to.
I feel alone, I don't want to be, but I can't help but to want to be. I don't want to go out and drink, socialize, I just ( Read more... ) -
I promise...
I promise I will be free, free of drama, free of the ungrateful, free of everything standing in my way of peace.
I won't live my life with this madness forever.
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Just can't shake it
It has been a week, and I still can't get these thoughts out of my head. Pure worthlessness and plain disillusioned with everything in my life.
My children are keeping me functional, I can do my day to day based off of them, but for enjoying anything my feelings are indifferent. I just don't care anymore.
I literally want to go home and sleep this ( Read more... ) -
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And just like that, it has come right back over me. Full force, no questions asked. I just want to go to sleep for a week straight and hope things are better by then. Yeah, sounds childish but I really don't care.
I am tired, have no motivation to do anything else these days, and find a semblance of solace in letting my mind wander.
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Low
I feel low, empty, hollow, and don't really care right now.
I did not go to work the last couple of days, one because I honestly felt like hell, today because I just did not feel like it. I really don't feel like going tomorrow to be honest. I slept, played the Division, and feel like sleeping again.
I don't know.
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*sighs*
Thought I made a new friend, thought it could be fun, apparently was incorrect which sucks.
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Hero, Savior, Villian, Conqueror.
I decided to write here for the simple fact that I know no one reads this and I can't be judged because of it ( Read more... ) -
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I am sitting in this office building watching people protest outside of a private funeral of a homosexual soldier who passed away during combat ( Read more... ) -
So Ummmmmm...
I eloped this weekend and got married in Atlantic City.
They do this mass wedding ceremony, and I was in it with Melanie.
So yeah, Kevin is married now. -
I need a shave, big time.
Face is getting up there in hair age, maybe I'll take a razor to it later ( Read more... )