Just can't shake it
It has been a week, and I still can't get these thoughts out of my head. Pure worthlessness and plain disillusioned with everything in my life.
My children are keeping me functional, I can do my day to day based off of them, but for enjoying anything my feelings are indifferent. I just don't care anymore.
I literally want to go home and sleep this week away.
I may reach out to someone given how long this has gone on, I hope I don't give out before then.