I'm home from school today -- yea! i really did have a bad headache when I got up -- migraines run in the family. I'm better now tho, and have the run of the house for the day. Yea! If only the boyfriend were here too ( Read more... )

Who am I? Good question. I live and go to high school in Durham. I'm a great student, daughter, girlfriend, and friend . . . most of the time. I have a great boyfriend. I LOVE thinking about things and talking with other people about what they think about the same things. This is how I've gotten into my double life -- good daughter most of ( Read more... )

Who am I? Good question. I live and go to high school in Durham. I'm a great student, daughter, girlfriend, and friend . . . most of the time. I have a great boyfriend. I LOVE thinking about things and talking with other people about what they think aobut the same things. This is how I've gotten into my double life -- good daughter most of ( Read more... )

Home from school today -- a mental health day ( Read more... )

I heard the wildest thing yesterday. This friend told me that at cedar ridge, a guy just about got suspended for kissing his girlfriend on school property, EVEN THO it was after school. That is so bizarre. I herd things werent so strict at Orange. I have been thinking of switching to CR next year, cause of where my dad lives, but I don't know ( Read more... )

I feel like two people. On one hand, I am the good daughter. I follow rules and help out around the house and am nice to my parents and get great grades. On the other hand, I am cruisin the net -- against the rules. But what can I do? Ifound myself here, by this computer, and it was calling my name ( Read more... )

Ok. Now, even tho it's a cliche, everyone always seems to have 16 in mind as the age at which they are willing to lose their virginity. For a few years, it is the thing you are waiting for, and it's also a good excuse if you need one, a fallback position. I'm waiting til I'm 16, etc ( Read more... )

I read the mostinteresting thing in someone's journal today. I have heard it before -- here it is: religion was invented by the devil. It is a tool of satan. It was a brilliant idea (and Lucifer wa supposed to be brilliant, right?). Can you think of a better way to get good people to do the work of the devil?? Just tell them GOD wants them to ( Read more... )

OK, it's only the frist week back to school, but idk, these gray days, I just can't deal with them. Everything seems hopeless and worthless and dull. I wish . . . I don't even know what to wish for. I just want to be happy ( Read more... )

I'm soo tired Ihave to go to bed. I just have to say that kisses at midnight are magical and special and linger in the mind. Especially when they happen on New Year's Eve. I hope this turns out to be a great year -- for me, for everyone I know, for everyone I don't know. On this night, on this first day, the future seems rich with possibility.