"I don't know what the fuck to expect out of life. Be selfish."

-Pat Mason
Pat was tall. Pat was gangly. Pat was goofy. Pat was talented. Pat was hilarious. I'd like to say he was unoffending and innocent, but its not entirely true haha ( Read more... )

Cheap lips, soft eyes, lost in the most blinding lights ( Read more... )

anyone know wthat the middle part means?

"Let us die, Let us die
Then dying we reply,
oh dont you tell us
about your suffering,
now look in our eyes-
look in our eyes.
Let us be, Let us be
Our closeness is such that
where ever she rests her head
in the softness underneath,
She'll feel me and you'll
feel me
Je leverai les yeux a toi ( Read more... )

With haunted hearts through the heat and cold,
We never thought we could ever get old.
We thought we could sit forever in fun
But our chances really was a million to one.
-Bob DylanThe bees were back. They were back and they were pissed. And yet, for some reason the boy was fairly calm. It had all started innocently enough: his little sister called ( Read more... )

Dinner was incredible. They ate together for the first time what seemed like forever. It was a vegan feast. She was an incredible cook considering she hadn’t been cooking vegan for very long. It’s a misconception that vegan food is always bland. Using the correct spices, it’s actually quite capable of taking the palette to new heights. Suddenly he ( Read more... )

The light coming through the window was piercing, insufferable. There were voices too. Conversations in hushed tones so as not to wake the boy that worked to no avail. And a smell. The boy simply refused to open his eyes but it smelled sweet and inviting, like home. He couldn't quite make out exactly what they were talking about but one word jumped ( Read more... )

this is from today. well, yesterday now i guess ( Read more... )

seriously ( Read more... )

reading bukowski.

not a real smart idea for a guy trying to lift his spirits.

so to sum up my worst month of my life i ( Read more... )