just another day in the hell that is my life

Sep 11, 2008 14:12

so to sum up my worst month of my life i ( Read more... )

Leave a comment

Comments 11

outta_style September 11 2008, 23:22:36 UTC
come back to santa cruz

Reply

shadowboxer3_22 September 16 2008, 20:44:48 UTC
i have to move forward with my life, not backward. sc is enticing but still expensive plus the job market is crap. i'm done with cabrillo and i'm sure as shit not going to ucsc.

how you been dude? weren't you going to go sf state?

Reply

outta_style September 17 2008, 20:38:20 UTC
yeah but i didnt like school enough to keep going there. i moved back to sc and got a place with some friends in soquel up in the cuts. i also took a 2 month backpacking trip through the canyonlands in utah that was really sick and i just got back from that about a month and a half ago. now i work at a bakery in aptos and like to hang out. i have some trouble with the law but it aint much. i think im gonna move to oakland soon when my friend gets back from palestine though.

i hear ya on moving forward. you should just get a van and travel the country in it

Reply


quixotesco September 12 2008, 00:36:07 UTC
do you want a call? cause I just spent three horrible days in the hospital, and I was surprised to notice that I didn't want to talk to people. But I'm happy to talk to you if you want to talk.

Reply

shadowboxer3_22 September 16 2008, 20:57:08 UTC
what the hell man? what were you doing in the hospital?

it's funny, the breakup is much like a bad yet spectacular injury in that you have to tell the story to all your friends seemingly one by one.

i will give you a ring one of these days, my 2nd phone in a month has broken. it works but the display is fucked. i ran into john jacobs about a month ago, good time. sean echols was with him.

Reply

quixotesco September 16 2008, 22:08:31 UTC
actually, I don't know. that part is kinda scary. some kind of severe issue in my lower belly.

yeah, sometimes when I approach breakup in a serious relationship I honestly dread having to tell everyone as much as taking that last step or not.

I'm not headed to SF this fall anymore -- I sorta was before -- but I imagine you and I will talk and even better chill sometime. echols, huh? I saw some pics of him from burning man.

Reply


jammer88 September 12 2008, 05:39:13 UTC
come chill in santa cruz man. its been days.

Reply

shadowboxer3_22 September 16 2008, 21:00:09 UTC
would that i could dude. i have the truck still but no insurance or reg. so it's tough for me to make it down there but it will happen. some day.

i'm at bottom of the hill, come see me?

Reply


touretticmonkey September 13 2008, 05:13:03 UTC
holy shit Mike.

I can't imagine what it feels like to be in the place your in. Painful and shitty no doubt.

I got no advice for you but I hope it's worth something that you're one of the most stand up, decent guys I've ever known and pisses me off that thsi shit is all happening to you.

Reply

shadowboxer3_22 September 16 2008, 21:01:02 UTC
thanks man, that means alot.

Reply


awakenedshadows September 19 2008, 09:27:19 UTC
fuck dude.

my only advice is to move. a new scene, a new life, a new beginning. it does the spirit good.

we have to chill when i visit over x-mas!

Reply


Leave a comment

Up