My chemical romance was replaced by from first to last and from first to last was replaced by Mindless self indulgence.

I woke up this morning with Angela ontop of me and Nick k walking down the hallway twords us. Well... he got to see my morning looks... I bet he threw up. haha. I chilled there for a little then went upstairs to get my blanket ( Read more... )

So the tittle of this journal was in my agenda, along with other quotes in such... wellllp I had to write down next weeks homework. My teacher came around to check it and stopped, stared, and read that... then she looked at me so weird. I was just kinda like... whhhaaattttt. She didn't say anything to me though so no big deal. 2nd hour we put our ( Read more... )

I had a dream today....

A man who screwed his kids and killed his whole family who then went to jail, and recently got out was at my house. He was like "I can sense fear a mile away, and that's what turns me on" and I was looking at him... and I was just like.. omg..... he got up and went to the kitchen and turned and just stared and me and i ( Read more... )

I'm not mean, evil, vile, cruel, nor strong... simply afraid. The world has taught me that if youre afraid, youre gonna be safe. Afraid to take a chance, to break a rule, to not be perfect...  afraid to fall, to get hurt, to grow up... obstacles in life that arn't easy to over come...

the  biggest problem I  have is when friends and people change. ( Read more... )

Last night I  know I dreamed but all I remember from it was me sitting on my couch talkin to somebody on my cell phone, and angela comes up and grabs her sides and is like "look at my love handles, im so fat" and im like whatever, and went back to talking. lol pointless I know...

So I  got up early this morning, did my homework, and went back to ( Read more... )

Today was actually pretty good. My friends sang happy birthday,  I got some cards, tons of compliments, my teachers kissed my butt... I came home took a shower and got ready. I straightened my hair and i really though i looked weird... angela said i looked more gothic. lol  okay whatever. anyways my dad brought me home arbys. I have 123 dollllllars ( Read more... )

Today I forgot my cell project at home so I  walked home from the bus stop and had my mom drive me. 3 hours later I called her, and she came and picked me up. 3rd hour I started to cry so I just chilled in the bathroom for awhile. I feel so dumb... I don't want to say anything because you'll read this and everything about me to  you will change. I ( Read more... )

Tonight sucked major like woah. Ugh waste of my life. I told my parents earlier that I didn't want to go anymore, I'd rather  just sleep or chill here... but no. They made me go. I went with Pat and Ashley. A stupid huge doberman came out by me, i was ready to die. Everybody was just ugh. and then the babies got here and wouldn't stop. Jamilyn and ( Read more... )

Today was just like woah. I woke up at 5:30am to start doing my homework that I blew off over the weekend. I went downstairs and my dad was chillen still drinkin his coffee. I told him about my dream inwhich there was this small object used to kill people without security cameras or other people finding out. It was really weird. I don't really ( Read more... )

Saturday was okay. Chilled around then was held hostage over angela's. I chilled with her and nick. he was nicer. he tried to grab my neck. he can hold angela down. they played ddr. it was fun... ish. =) later that night pat came over and was complaining about his gullbladder. i almost died because we thought he has gas. it turned out it was ( Read more... )