So deep pain happening to me, the guy, Serious Cat. Once when time not come to memory so clearly, i finding I recently fall in love again. The matter of the heart, I wish not explore anymore, after big breakup the thing happening to me, the devastation of mind and soul, I to start drinking heavily again. I remembering when purchase US five ( Read more... )

To any soul that cares I breathe, I are Serious Cat, now finding to sufferer severe despair. Fang of the black night now puncture the heart of me, big boom happening. Now on voyage to uncharted territory of map of the end of the night, dark matter now fill the inside of me. So much pressure, you know?.. so much pressure happening in the life of ( Read more... )

Recently at present times, the introversion happening strongly in me, usually in past accompanying despair (maybe delirium). I think myself "what are I doing here?" "The purpose is what?" I astonish because now at more mature of age, the epiphany happened. Human from earth planet become blind to matters of the heart, only when the age of it ( Read more... )

So much time, yet the time not enough. Please for becoming prepared. I having alot to say for a day tomorrow.

Today, the day of which belongs to the month of June, day 04, year 2007. I are Serious Cat. Receiving of letter today from Norfolk Island government. Norfolk Island is in vicinity of the Australia Island, Oceana ( Read more... )

I tell you, the guys a few posts ago I was poet romanticism in Russia. I have in past times write love poetry, but after I witnessed the end of the night, the heart has grown cold. I recently making attempt to the activation of romanticism side of me for present time ( Read more... )

At times when life is more difficult for me, I sometimes sleepwalker. I are Serious Cat. This morning, the date of the month is May 23, Not positive why the fact that I awaken in laundry room of apartment building... naked, with underwear on my head. It's true, I have began sleepwalking again ( Read more... )

I mention before about the guy, Ferdinand. Friend of 2 decades. I have to get the matter off my chest, I desire to talk about the guy a little. The guy, Ferdinand, like me, I are Serious Cat, have both together travel to the end of the night. Some things a man is not meant to see on this earth-planet. When man see the end of night, the soul ( Read more... )

The hour which is now, in the present time is believed to be 6:44 pm amerika eastern. I are serious Cat.
  It has become 11 days, since may 5th I have not left apartment. Sufferer from serious headache caused by bad memories.  Been suffered from past times horror imagery.
  Many thinking of bad times, have been corroding the mind of me.  moi oom ( Read more... )

You guys, become prepared.  I make post tomorrow.  I not clear in mind today, the day of monday, which belongs to may, 14th of month.  Sufferer from serious headache last night.  To carry onto today as well.
For the future
~Serious Cat