Dead of Winter
To any soul that cares I breathe, I are Serious Cat, now finding to sufferer severe despair. Fang of the black night now puncture the heart of me, big boom happening. Now on voyage to uncharted territory of map of the end of the night, dark matter now fill the inside of me. So much pressure, you know?.. so much pressure happening in the life of me, also release valve malfunctioning. Not finding any release. No.
Behold, I the guy, Serious Cat, now abandoned the self to the night. Total dark, deep pain, also am unsure, the time for hanging onto integrity now passe. Do not need it anymore! Wartime memory now come back, but convolution of the mind happen also. Not to think clearly now, also not to breathe clearly now. Not even thinking.
So much time now passing, regrettable is the journey that which began in manhattan, state of new york of Amerika, that which I was serious cat, leave by boat the country to go to different country, now to an end it has become.
I residing in coast of Amalfi (Italia) in recent present time. The story I have to say is true, so please to listen. The guy, I now needing a serious help.
By train I travel from Zagreb, croatia, having many business meetings. The traveller of entrepreneur. I go from country to another the country, big business happening. Been very busy. Meeting with companies, meeting with politicians, meeting with governments, i traveller from meeting to meeting. Croatia, Cuba, Yugoslavia, Grand Cayman Islands, having meetings. France, Yuganda, Iceland I traveller all over, now in Amalfi (Italy), 2 weeks ago after big meeting, I take long walk to ease the stress of the mind down old street. No, 3 weeks ago now.
2 miles happening, but no, continuer to walk. 3 miles, 4 miles.. 5 miles... 7 miles I walk, to see old grandmother has fallen from balcony. Big problem. I are Serious Cat, am are also physician. Did you know I study 16 years at the location, the place, Universete de Francais? I have PHD, you know? Am doctor. I see old grandmother, so naturally I assess it as situation. It happening naturally in me. I always say myself " Not to become involved in affairs of humanity, deep pain lies in the bossom of humanity the obscene, big whore". I train 16 years though, situationing assesement is natural to me, so I do what happen subconciously in me when seeing old grandmother on floor.
....I diagnose.
I make the choice of mankind, the choice to diagnose, i now becoming involved in situation. After I making my declaration to the state, I say the situation is happening here "Everybody please to stand back! Am doctor here! Can not take breathe!" I diagnose situation, declare something happening because old lady fall, and leave. Now everybody in Amalfi, Le coat de Azur, see my power and want healing. The hotel room outside the door became big populace of people of pain, of injury. Many people flying, even from the Ivory Coast, because rumor has spread, Serious Cat, P.H.D, now located in Amalfi, come to see me. I treat many patient, but you know, my purpose not for doctoring, my purpose for world meetings, so I not carry proper papers. Not having Identification of doctoral, also not have license. Disgruntled the people, they make report of fame of me to international Police, and they come to my door, interpol, and they see me the guy, serious cat, with patient, my long white hair and green eyes, they thinking I madman. Now confined at institution, not believer of me as big doctor.
Behold, I the guy, Serious Cat, now abandoned the self to the night. Total dark, deep pain, also am unsure, the time for hanging onto integrity now passe. Do not need it anymore! Wartime memory now come back, but convolution of the mind happen also. Not to think clearly now, also not to breathe clearly now. Not even thinking.
So much time now passing, regrettable is the journey that which began in manhattan, state of new york of Amerika, that which I was serious cat, leave by boat the country to go to different country, now to an end it has become.
I residing in coast of Amalfi (Italia) in recent present time. The story I have to say is true, so please to listen. The guy, I now needing a serious help.
By train I travel from Zagreb, croatia, having many business meetings. The traveller of entrepreneur. I go from country to another the country, big business happening. Been very busy. Meeting with companies, meeting with politicians, meeting with governments, i traveller from meeting to meeting. Croatia, Cuba, Yugoslavia, Grand Cayman Islands, having meetings. France, Yuganda, Iceland I traveller all over, now in Amalfi (Italy), 2 weeks ago after big meeting, I take long walk to ease the stress of the mind down old street. No, 3 weeks ago now.
2 miles happening, but no, continuer to walk. 3 miles, 4 miles.. 5 miles... 7 miles I walk, to see old grandmother has fallen from balcony. Big problem. I are Serious Cat, am are also physician. Did you know I study 16 years at the location, the place, Universete de Francais? I have PHD, you know? Am doctor. I see old grandmother, so naturally I assess it as situation. It happening naturally in me. I always say myself " Not to become involved in affairs of humanity, deep pain lies in the bossom of humanity the obscene, big whore". I train 16 years though, situationing assesement is natural to me, so I do what happen subconciously in me when seeing old grandmother on floor.
....I diagnose.
I make the choice of mankind, the choice to diagnose, i now becoming involved in situation. After I making my declaration to the state, I say the situation is happening here "Everybody please to stand back! Am doctor here! Can not take breathe!" I diagnose situation, declare something happening because old lady fall, and leave. Now everybody in Amalfi, Le coat de Azur, see my power and want healing. The hotel room outside the door became big populace of people of pain, of injury. Many people flying, even from the Ivory Coast, because rumor has spread, Serious Cat, P.H.D, now located in Amalfi, come to see me. I treat many patient, but you know, my purpose not for doctoring, my purpose for world meetings, so I not carry proper papers. Not having Identification of doctoral, also not have license. Disgruntled the people, they make report of fame of me to international Police, and they come to my door, interpol, and they see me the guy, serious cat, with patient, my long white hair and green eyes, they thinking I madman. Now confined at institution, not believer of me as big doctor.