i just found out that my uncle died. we have known that he was going to die for a long time, he has sorta been on his way for a few years, but he kept bouncing back. i thought i had dealt with it. now i dont know. im feeling very confused right now. i dont know if i want to cry, feel relieved, feel bad for my mom and grandmother. i just keep ( Read more... )

notthequiettype is a whore. dont talk to her. hows that for politics?!?!

A whole lot of shit has gone down recently with me. I got my nose pierced. Had to take it out. Fallen out of love. Had a guy say he was in love me with me. Found out who my real friends are. Hated life. Loved life. Hated myself. Loved myself. Its been a very confusing few months. Oh, and I moved across the country. OK, so I moved to New Hampshire. ( Read more... )

So, I moved from Yucaipa, California to Durham, New Hampshire. I was a little worried and scared. But, my family did the most amazing thing the weekend before I left. They threw me a surprise going away party. I have never had a surprise party before! I don't think they could have done anything else to make me feel more special. Danny even kept it ( Read more... )

blah. today has been such a blah day. i felt like i was having a nervous breakdown in my classes this morning. i was just a little depressed. i was really starting to feel sorry for myself tonight while i was laying on my brand new bed, when i stopped and realized how not-shitty my life is. i dont know how i do it, but i let myself get caught up in ( Read more... )

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Just made a new icon. Nothing fancy... baby steps people. I just really wanted to show the most adorable picture I have ever seen of Angie and Maddox to the world.


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I am back and I am bad!!!!! I know that I disappeared, but the quarter from hell is over, so I am back!!! My classes this quarter are oh so easy and so far I haven't had to crack a single book. I have watched more TV in the past week than I have in the past two months! I'm not sure that I should be proud of that... but damn it, I am!!! I am ( Read more... )