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A whole lot of shit has gone down recently with me. I got my nose pierced. Had to take it out. Fallen out of love. Had a guy say he was in love me with me. Found out who my real friends are. Hated life. Loved life. Hated myself. Loved myself. Its been a very confusing few months. Oh, and I moved across the country. OK, so I moved to New Hampshire. Made friends with my roommates, then shortly after wanted to kill one of them. Now I miss the shit out of her. Isn’t that how most friendships are though? I found out that the guy I loved was fooling around with two of our friends. We weren’t dating though. That doesn’t seem to make it hurt any less though. I asked him about both of them, and he lied. Now I’m one of those fucked up girls who doesn’t feeling like she can trust again. SO LAME! Then I was dating a guy who I’m pretty sure was a drug dealer. That was fun!!! I did get a lot of free dinners though, so it wasn’t all bad. Now I’m dating a guy who has already told me more than once that he is in love with me. Yeah, we’ve only been dating for a month. I didn’t say it back of course, so now we are oh so comfortable around each other. I really like him though. He’s a sweetheart and treats me like a princess. I have a great time with him. I just don’t love him. Oh well. But the thing that is really breaking my heart right now is the fact that I no longer have my nose pierced (sad I know). I really really loved my nose piercing. Everything was going great, it was healing perfectly, and then I went home for the holidays. Well, apparently that is not so good for the piercing. I developed a keloid (huge scar) next to the piercing. Lovely really. So, I was thinking that I was gonna stick it out and it would simply go away. Nope. So, today I had to take it out. Now I’m all cranky. And craving chocolate milk. The mind is a weird thing. That is my rant for the day. Happy now Ashley? Call me you whore!
and i really wanted to piss my father off with a hole in my face. now im just gonna have to ask him for money.
and i really wanted to piss my father off with a hole in my face. now im just gonna have to ask him for money.