pretty much more or less completely moved. 

 so, my three or so weeks of break have been pretty chill. 
reading and watching movies, gosh yes i've watched like loads of rubbish because i was so tired of it all that i wanted pure mindless brainless entertainment.

so let's see, i've gone through: 
Flipped (2010)- cute, something fresh and worth a watch. 
Jumanji (1995)- uh yes. relieving abit of ( Read more... )

and so here it begins: the goodbyes. 
the watching them leave, one by one.
the being happy for them that they are all going to have one hell of a wonderful experience out there, in that Land we all share such a common passion for, living the Language we've spent semesters learning together.
and.
the knowing that it is something that you yourself can ( Read more... )

i did plan to blog a last-day-at-internship kinda entry. 
well. my last day was on wednesday, and its now sunday night. 
but in my defense, the past few days, despite being released from work, have been pretty insane.

still. 
6 months. so schnell schon vorbei. 
in a blink of an eye. tempus fugit, as always. 
i'm thankful and grateful for the experience ( Read more... )

i just want okay again.

when did this begin? 
how did i get here?

i've been watching but the stars refuse to shine/
i've been searching but i just dont see the signs/
there are moments when i dont know if its real/ 
so i'll just spend my whole life/ hiding my heart away 

maybe i should just stop asking why.
i never get any answers anyway.

na, was hältst du davon?  

wish i could say it didnt matter. 
but it does.

i can Never, Ever remember to forget. 

ich weiß, ich habe Dich und alles dass ich vorher hatte schon verloren.  
ich weiß aber echt nicht wie und warum.

sitting on the fence, watching from the sidelines, perpetual acrimony-
this is what my life has become.

and i have no idea how to get this back on track.

everything's been losing colour lately. 
and it's all just such an endless mundane ( Read more... )

if the doc wasnt happy with me on saturday ( Read more... )

1. ever since that horrendous high fever last month and losing my voice, i have still been coughing and sounding not like my usual self.
this morning i woke up and the halsschmerzen was bloody back with a vengence. so i finally finally dragged myself to the Arzt. Daddy was a sweetheart and accompanied me down.

2. i dont think my doctor was pleased ( Read more... )