May 23, 2011 19:15
ich weiß, ich habe Dich und alles dass ich vorher hatte schon verloren.
ich weiß aber echt nicht wie und warum.
sitting on the fence, watching from the sidelines, perpetual acrimony-
this is what my life has become.
and i have no idea how to get this back on track.
everything's been losing colour lately.
and it's all just such an endless mundane sea of grey.
the wanderlust especially is insanely overwhelming- after spending last summer in german/european beauty, i am just very very resentful that for this current one, i am stuck in too-sunny Singapore (DONT get me started on the wonderful weather we've been having on this god-forsaken island), bound 9-6 to an office desk and with Nothing (read: no sep) to look forward to at the end of it except returning back to the good old Nus routine of murdering more trees and little by little annihilating bits of (what's left of) my own sanity at the same time.
sick of the concrete pavements and skyscrapers.
cobbled streets bitte :(