I had a dream about leaf pendants last night.

I was searching for the perfect leaf necklace in a dark and strange store...i tried on many and woke up too soon

i want to take drugs and listen to Coldplay...

I have not posted in 8 weeks
and what's amazing is that I am utterly not bothered by this fact at all.

in all honesty - i feel like there is nothing worth saying or reading
probably because i've said it and read it all before (not to say that you people aren't interesting).

I suppose what i really mean is that i feel completely disconnected from ( Read more... )

i haven't really had much to say as of late...at least not enough that i feel warrants a cohesive piece.
+i watch the news
+i go to work
+i eat blueberry bagels
+i play with allan when i get the chance
+i fantasize about my days off...
BUT
allan and i are looking to buy a condo
which so far has been a rather tedious and strange experience...

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i decided today that human beings would be happier living without houses
we are messy animals
constantly dropping and crumbling and splashing and scattering

in our wakes we leave little trails of personal detritus
bushy tails of our human mess that follow us around, tapping the heels of our polished shoes
why not just be honest?so many people live ( Read more... )

i need to tape my life back together
it's unglued, cracked and scattered
a little scotch tape here and there

candy is dandy, but liquor is quicker!
a drink sounds good to me right now, even at 9:41 in the morning...

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doors open and close
with squeaks and squeals
a groan of pressure
a moan of useful satisfaction
aaaGGAAaiinnnnn....spots and ( Read more... )

my apartment building has been shaking all morning...
the walls rattle and the floor vibrates

it's a strange experience

Write after each of these whether its a turn on or turn off for you in a girl/guy

Blonde hair: off
Brown hair: on
Red hair: neutral
Athletic: healthy
Skinny: healthy
Few extra pounds: healthy
Glasses: ON
Hat: on (no baseball hats!)
Good student: on
Good at sports: off
Dorky: ON!
Listens to rock: on
Listens to country: OFF
Listens to emo: off
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Painted Sandgrouse

i...can't believe how heavy this is
my life has become virtual
i sit here
and i stare at still images of YOU

old and frozen
a blip in the spectrum
a dot on a linear time line of all your lives
i wasn't there to see it happen...
i can only pretend and fantacize about what it was likeas each day goes by i feel like the distances grow ( Read more... )

Today i rode on a brand new bus on the way home from work!
it was shiny and sleek and sweetly scented with fresh plastic
i enjoyed marvelling at it's updated and brightly colored features...
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-there were very few travellers today-
but there was one large woman who boarded on broadway ( Read more... )