is this cat really so lucky? share your umbrella with me...

[senyen]

i...can't believe how heavy this is
my life has become virtual
i sit here
and i stare at still images of YOU

old and frozen
a blip in the spectrum
a dot on a linear time line of all your lives
i wasn't there to see it happen...
i can only pretend and fantacize about what it was likeas each day goes by i feel like the distances grow

Comments

[shatteredhavoc]

yeah, sometimes i feel like my life is really isolated and it sucks. like i should be out with friends and randomly traveling about the city and doing other random things, but my day-to-day consists of small, simple things that go virtually unnoticed. it's an odd feeling.

[senyen]

i see the beauty in the mundane all around me, but sometimes i feel like there should be someone else to share in the purity of those moments (besides allan, allan and i are the same person)

and there just...isn't

i hope all this alone time isn't making me an "un-fun" friend.

[shatteredhavoc]

eh, i doubt it. you're always super fun! 'least i think so.

but, yeah, it's hard sometimes when i think about everything that goes on in my life, and i feel like i don't get out enough and spend enough time with the people i wanna spend time with and it makes me feel like i live an isolated life sometimes, which i think can be a really sucky thing so then i want to do something about it, but i usually find i'm really busy with work, but we have to work cause work pays the bills and, well, we just gotta do that, and yet it's so frustrating.

hu-ha! love that run-on sentence!

[therussianenemy]

Do something totally impulsive. You should get one of those tattoos done, they really kick up the endorphins.

[senyen]

now that's an idea worth pondering!
hmmm...

[asklepiades]

it doesnt work to ponder doing something impulsive!

[nzthepirate]

I am going to see you tonight!!!

And I do think of you. Especially when I see pretty dresses that are black or mostly black. :)

Andrew Bird is the shiz. He's great live too.

[poxydoo]

"Every little thing... is gonna be alright!"
-The Wailers

I love you.

i miss erin!

[asklepiades]

"i am alone in this apartment with a thirst for something like water but thicker..."

so, like, water, but with ketchup in it! thatll thicken it up a little.

i frequently pine over missing friends with nothing but their long-cooled footprints to trace across the internet.

and, "is this cat really so lucky? share your umbrella with me..." reminds me of one of the early episodes of World of Narue where the character keeps seeing this puppy in a box on the side of the road in the rain, and eventually he goes over to it and leaves his umbrella over the box. of course, then it turns out the puppy is actually a carniverous three headed alien with mouths that open up like a triangle with rows and rows of teeth.. but whatever.