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LIFE...
Has your life ever been so screwed up that you have no idea how to mend it? Has it ever been so screwed up you just want to run from it? Has it ever been so screwed up you wanted to chew a bullet? Has your life ever been so screwed up and out of control that you just wanted to reset the whole fucking thing? I'm there. I want to do bad things to ( Read more... ) -
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I feel lost again. Sometimes it feels like I'm drowning. I never know what's going to set them off, there's tears rolling off my cheeks again. -
It's been a while...
A long while actually, a little more than two years. A lot has happened in those two years, and I can't say I'm happy about most of it. I'm going to try and release what I have inside me out into the world and see if it helps. I'm doing it here because I can just type and type and type and then click, and it's out there. I just want it to be better ( Read more... ) -
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My heart aches. I wander around inside the empty space left in my soul because she is not there. I miss her. The way it ended was not alright. It's not my fault, or hers, but that doesn't make it any easier.
My heart is broken, my soul is empty, my thoughts are consumed.
I wish I couldn't cry anymore.
I miss you my love. Always and forever.
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could not ask for a better woman. why was i so stupid before? this time is forever, for real. i will spend the rest of my life chasing her if i have to. i would walk to the end of the earth just to fall down at her feet...and it everything i went through would be a small price to have paid. i love her completely, witg every fiber of my being, all ( Read more... ) -
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well, crazy developments in my woes of love. i have her back, sort of. its going to take a long time to fully regain her trust, and there's a lot of work still necessary to make us both whole again. i dont care what it takes, or hiw long it takes me. i will not lose her again. i will not suffer the heartache, emotional anguish, and broken feeling ( Read more... ) -
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i never should have left. i never should have let it get that far. i should have been more in control. i shouldnt have broken promises. today i feel like a horrible person.
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im so fucked up. i miss her so much it brings me to tears sometimes. i dont know whats happening to me. i look at the pictures of us and all i see is a happy couple, a happy family.
ive moved on to another relationship and things are going great. her and i know each other so well and have a great time together. but i cant stop thinking about my ex ( Read more... ) -
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i miss her a lot right this minute. so much so that i stalked the hell out of her facebook. why do i still feel this way?
it still hurts too much.
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i want to hug her tight and breathe her in one more time. i want to say all the things to her that have been rolling around in my head since we split up. i want to apologize to her for the all the broken promises, all the sleepless nights that were my doing, all the tears she shed because of me, and all the times i failed her.
i promised her i ( Read more... )