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im so fucked up. i miss her so much it brings me to tears sometimes. i dont know whats happening to me. i look at the pictures of us and all i see is a happy couple, a happy family.
ive moved on to another relationship and things are going great. her and i know each other so well and have a great time together. but i cant stop thinking about my ex. i cant stop missing her. i cant stop thinking about her. i cant stop wondering what would be if i had stayed. what if i had just gone outside and taken a minute to calm down. why didnt i just make her smile and stay...
i broke promises and i broke her heart. it makes mr feel terrible when i think about it. would i change it if i could? i honestly dont know the answer to that.
i miss you jade, i will always carry you in my heart, and you will always have a piece of me. i miss you and ben so much it hurts. i hope one day we can be friends at least.
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