Doing it Wrong

[senshi_of_doom]

After talking to Heero last night after Tasku tucked me in, I realized there really are a bunch of better ways he could be doing this

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[onitasku]

I don't have much a choice. I'm running out of money, and obviously going on this trip isn't going to help with that. But you know what, I need it, Sen.

My parents help pay for college? How am I supposed to get to college when I still need to figure that entire part out? I understand you're furious with me, you have all the right to be. Look, this isn't something very easy for me, either, you know. My head is pretty well fucked up and I haven't been sleeping much at all lately.

Sure, I'd like to buy stuff for myself, but I probably won't. I only want to do those things for you, because I owe you that. We said that Cinder would get fixed a long time ago, and it never happened. I said that I'd help repair your computer, that didn't really work out too well.

If I stay here longer, things will just backfire even more. Words have already been said and emotions are raging. I did plan this out a little, but things have been constantly changing. I'm really fucked up, Sen. I've been doing nothing but going insane inside my head since

[senshi_of_doom]

I know you need it. I didn't mean they should be helping pay now, I meant they should have done that from the start. Like I have been sleeping

[senshi_of_doom]

Healthy? I've lost over 10 pounds in four days, how healthy do you think I am? And I'm not going to be able to "get healthy again".

I'm not just selfish, I'm jealous.

You have some place else to go to get away and fix yourself.

I'm fucking stuck here with a family that's falling apart.