So. I finally was able to remember pain. Let me tell you, nothing snaps you out of depression like being really sick. It also doesn't hurt that I got to take off of school, read for the first time in like a month, and finally see all of Garden State, and Lost in Translation, two movies I that should be viewed by all. It also gave me some time to ( Read more... )

I need to get away. From all of this. Changing who I am all the time in order to function in my environement is taking its toll on me. I have no idea what I want anymore.. I just know I don't have it, whatever it is. Everything seems to bother me, and I don't want it to, cause most of it I really can't do anything about except try and wait it out. ( Read more... )

So. Despite my attempts to fight it off since the end of the summer, I have bronchitis. It sucks. I can't do swimming now but that does leave more time for martial arts and jazz. My date for homecoming backed out on me, this would be the second girl to do so, but now that the date is changed to saturday she wants to go. But thats the same day as ( Read more... )

Hmm.. how can I express this.

:)

That is all

~Anthony

So heres my first entry. Whats currently going on in my life. Well I'm coming to terms with the fact a lot of my old friends I'm losing for one reason or another, be it their love life, the military, college or what not. Also that a few of the people I though of as friends aren't who I thought they were. But as I come to realize it... its starting ( Read more... )