All you want is to stay loose.
So. I finally was able to remember pain. Let me tell you, nothing snaps you out of depression like being really sick. It also doesn't hurt that I got to take off of school, read for the first time in like a month, and finally see all of Garden State, and Lost in Translation, two movies I that should be viewed by all. It also gave me some time to think, and talk to my parents. The first one I like, but the second one I don't like so much. Cause they like to talk about my problems, but I feel like I always bring them down when I talk about them. Then again thats what makes them problems isn't it. So pretty much I'm trying to work out what I want to do career wise. Right now its between engineering of some kind, and poli/science like an ambassador, or some kind of writer for a worldly magazine like National Geographic. Yup I'm all over the board.
Hmm so what else. I feel like going on a roadtrip. So hopefully that will happen over break. I need to get better and we need to get some waves! I need to get back into the water.
After all this thinking and time to myself I feel so weird... like all my problems are there... but I just really don't care heh. Like it doesn't seem that big of a deal. The only thing that hasn't changed is I just wanna be around someone, mainly cause I'm bored now though, since I haven't seen anyone but my parents in over 48 hours, and when you've become a social creature like I have, thats a long time. Hopefully I'll be going to Barnes & Noble tomorrow to get some books, or maybe to the movies or something to see the new Harry Potter, cause yah I am that cool.
Well till then.
Peace out, and Good luck.
~Anthony
Hmm so what else. I feel like going on a roadtrip. So hopefully that will happen over break. I need to get better and we need to get some waves! I need to get back into the water.
After all this thinking and time to myself I feel so weird... like all my problems are there... but I just really don't care heh. Like it doesn't seem that big of a deal. The only thing that hasn't changed is I just wanna be around someone, mainly cause I'm bored now though, since I haven't seen anyone but my parents in over 48 hours, and when you've become a social creature like I have, thats a long time. Hopefully I'll be going to Barnes & Noble tomorrow to get some books, or maybe to the movies or something to see the new Harry Potter, cause yah I am that cool.
Well till then.
Peace out, and Good luck.
~Anthony