well, i'm done with highschool? it doesnt feel like it will ever end. i've only cried once so far. i dont know how to think about all the people that i will leave behind. will i miss them? will i be glad to move on? i have no idea. surely, there are many people that have impacted my life, but the question is, how much of it was real? how much of it ( Read more... )

i found these inspirational. everyone needs a little inspiration sometimes ( Read more... )

tomorrow, everything will be over ( Read more... )

time for an update ( Read more... )

i always update on sundays. weird ( Read more... )

these last couple days have been an emotional rollercoaster. i broke something, tried to fix it, and in the end, i glued it all together with too much glue. and no, i am not talking about something tangible or concrete. i tried too hard and said too much and now, things are probably worst than ever before, but i fixed it. and we're happy ( Read more... )

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i dont know. i dont know. i dont know. i dont fucking know.

god i hate responsibility, conflicts, uncertainty, the future, I dont want to think about anything but it is all going to smack me in the face really soon. i've been enjoying the fairy tale for too long and everything is sinking in. FUCK.

i just don't know what to do.

-i need a job. its pretty much impossible to hang out with people and go out and not spend at least $15 each time. plus, everything in the world requires money ( Read more... )

it has been a whirlwind.

long ass drive to msu. chilled in rachel's room. went to grand river to eat and shop around. chilled some more. hookah. blazed. wicca stories. 'connected' with one another. meditation music. grand river for some shady business. cvs. went to caf to eat. exchange of IDs. chilled some more. around 9, the night began. played ( Read more... )