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it has been a whirlwind.
long ass drive to msu. chilled in rachel's room. went to grand river to eat and shop around. chilled some more. hookah. blazed. wicca stories. 'connected' with one another. meditation music. grand river for some shady business. cvs. went to caf to eat. exchange of IDs. chilled some more. around 9, the night began. played 21. shots of smirnoff vanilla. dancing. underwear party. pictures. singing. danced for hours. made drunk calls that i dont remember. memory lost for half the night. fucking insane. went to bed at 5
woke up with a big ass headache and nausea. wobbly bed. rachel reminded me and filled me in on what happened the previous night. talked about my future and how its gonna be INEVITABLE. talked bout how im gonna fuck up with certain situations. talked about how 5 shots is my limit. car ride home was bumpy and making my hangover even worst. took a shower. slept. harpos for a shitty concert. waste of $20. missed the I75 entrance. lost for half an hour in taylor. ate some soup. slow motion. cuddled. fell asleep until i had to leave.
woke up at 1. ate. slept until 4. kerby's. uncomfortable cooks. saw rachel. picked up my homework, edited shit. drama drama drama. headaches. went to mike's. trying to get over shit. blazed. played pool. kicked everyone's ass. sudden flashback that just ruined my night. couldn't get the thought out of my head. cold cold night. wrapped in blanket.
procrastinating. messy room. piles of homework. gotta do some laundry. hungry, but i just ate. wanting to work out but i'm too tired. waiting for a phone call. busy week ahead of me. this is a long ass entry. surprised if anyone even reads it. cuz it only makes sense to me and a select group of ppl. i feel like i havent been sober in a long time and i'm just coming back to reality. its a slow entrance. i gotta get my shit together.
long ass drive to msu. chilled in rachel's room. went to grand river to eat and shop around. chilled some more. hookah. blazed. wicca stories. 'connected' with one another. meditation music. grand river for some shady business. cvs. went to caf to eat. exchange of IDs. chilled some more. around 9, the night began. played 21. shots of smirnoff vanilla. dancing. underwear party. pictures. singing. danced for hours. made drunk calls that i dont remember. memory lost for half the night. fucking insane. went to bed at 5
woke up with a big ass headache and nausea. wobbly bed. rachel reminded me and filled me in on what happened the previous night. talked about my future and how its gonna be INEVITABLE. talked bout how im gonna fuck up with certain situations. talked about how 5 shots is my limit. car ride home was bumpy and making my hangover even worst. took a shower. slept. harpos for a shitty concert. waste of $20. missed the I75 entrance. lost for half an hour in taylor. ate some soup. slow motion. cuddled. fell asleep until i had to leave.
woke up at 1. ate. slept until 4. kerby's. uncomfortable cooks. saw rachel. picked up my homework, edited shit. drama drama drama. headaches. went to mike's. trying to get over shit. blazed. played pool. kicked everyone's ass. sudden flashback that just ruined my night. couldn't get the thought out of my head. cold cold night. wrapped in blanket.
procrastinating. messy room. piles of homework. gotta do some laundry. hungry, but i just ate. wanting to work out but i'm too tired. waiting for a phone call. busy week ahead of me. this is a long ass entry. surprised if anyone even reads it. cuz it only makes sense to me and a select group of ppl. i feel like i havent been sober in a long time and i'm just coming back to reality. its a slow entrance. i gotta get my shit together.