i have realized what a creature of habit i am in many ways this past week, but when i look back over the past year i realize that might not be completely true ( Read more... )

whoa. i just realized yesterday was the day my dad died 11 years ago. and i didn't even think anything of it. i didn't cry, i didn't freak out, honestly it didn't even cross my mind.

totally got an A in my summer school class! i am the bomb diggity ( Read more... )

the new girl at work is giving my mom shit on saturday when they work together. like up in her face yelling kind of shit ( Read more... )

tomorrow i'll be 25 years old. i remember counting down to turning 16, 18, 21 ... and then it all kind of runs together after that. yesterday at work a customer told me i should go places and try to get carded just so i could say i'm 25. that was more fun when i was 21 for like two seconds and then it got old considering i get carded ALL the time ( Read more... )

this morning i went straight to the paper just like i do every year around this time to see if there is anything about my band in the "time out" section ( Read more... )

i'm really proud of myself. 10 days of proper diet and exercise with a few minor cheats along the way and i have lost FIVE POUNDS!!! I ROCK!!

starting summer school today ( Read more... )

today i was thinking about all the people who were once close to me that i have pushed out of my life. some things just don't work out. and i realized that it wasn't that i was regretful of it happening, just regretful of some of the things i've said. sometimes i feel like i might as well just put it all out on the table, no holds barred, ( Read more... )

even though sometimes band practice makes me all nervous with the new keyboard playing thing and all, i'm pretty sure that making music with those old guys is one of my favorite things ever.

(but i will never like kool and the gang's "celebrate", sorry man)