so I had a party last weekend. And.... things got fuckin insane. lets just say... drunkenness and some remote attraction lead to crazy things.... and 20 minutes later.... yeah. so now tonight I'm supposed to go mend the craziness that I ensued in ( Read more... )

My cup is filled ( Read more... )

The insanity ensues and I find myself once again within the tizzy of existentialism: I am and there is nothing more. But once more I ask myself if there is no other being on my plane of reality then how and why do others have such an effect on my grip of life and morality. Purpose and reason are trivial for if the purpose of life were to reason, ( Read more... )

So, I guess I've just once again grown tired of playing games within the dating world. At times I begin to think that I really am lacking something. But part of me always makes me refuse to change myself just to appeal to others. How long has it really been now... two years... Two very long years. And amongst those two years has been an array ( Read more... )

Express my muse, oh sweetest Imogen ( Read more... )

Another long on the fire, another cigarette, another rum and coke, another glass of wine, another girl, another year gone by. This year has probably been the toughest, in so many ways. School seems obsolete. I’ve dated, but no one seems to be able to match, let alone surpass the love that I felt what seems so long ago. Day by day, I feel like I ( Read more... )

Ok, we're going to have a competition. It's called "Who can come up with the best idea to redesign Chaz's bedroom!" But yeah really. I want to redesign everything in my room, paint, carpeting, bedsheets, put a couch in there, everything you can think of. But I need some ideas thrown at me ( Read more... )

Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random ( Read more... )

So it happened again. Another messed up dream... messed up and yet so nice. This one was in a hotel, a massively large hotel and everyone was there, all the dc people and a few others. We were supposed to have rooms, but we didn't. And I remember us standing in the kitchen at PSA, where we used to get high ( Read more... )

-jar of money
-eating 4 times
-low key new years