Sterling, James Clifton ( Read more... )

It has now been 15 years to the day since my father passed away. May you continue to rest in peace. Im looking forward to the day when i see you again and i can crawl into your lap and we can have a "rain check" once again. You have missed so much of my life. Or just maybe witnessed it from a different perspective. Whatever the case may be, I ( Read more... )

hatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehate.

So much has been going on both good and bad. but such is life. I also can say i have never been happier than this point and time in my life. Lonny and i are still going strong. He for the 3rd of july took me up to springville and we went biking in provo canyon for hours. i got to see bridal falls one of my very first waterfalls i have ever seen. i ( Read more... )

Owie. just got my deppo shot again. shot me in the ass. usually they do it in the hip. i donno if i want to keep it up the side effects are KILLING my self esteem. but i still perfer only having to worry about it every 3 months rather than worrying about taking a pill every day. debating on the ring. but i donno. lonny burned me his "she wants ( Read more... )

i really wish i knew how to put pictures in here :(

I REALLY like the band "she wants revenge" lonny introduced me to it and i got the song "tear you apart" in my head. the music video is kinda weird though doesnt make sense to me. here are the lyrics to it.

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I had so much fun at area yesterday! it was so good to see so many of you that i hadnt seen in so long. thanks for the drinks and the hugs and the fun! i hope it wont be long till i can see you all again! you made my birthday great!

So my birthday is coming up on sunday. Im thinking area 51 on fetish night, and party at my place on sunday night. so please show. drinks would be very much appreciated due to the fact that im freaking poor at this point in time. please rsvp. i originally wanted to go to wendover, but im thinking next paycheck for any and all that is up for it! :-D

I'm off today (got 3 different people to cover my shift) so i can go to lonny's mothers day bbq in springville. it should be fun. yup yup. Nothing really new in my life. just poor as usual and work work work thought i would give a quick update though! remember to tell the mothers out there that you appreciate them!